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The Phase

 overthinking, confusion, who I am, and what is my purpose in this life. really is there anything like this ''purpose of life' or it is just a philosophical term, overwhelmed by movies. at this stage, I don't know what is am doing, what I have to do, where I want to go, or how to stable myself & my family, day by day condition is becoming worst and worst. I'm becoming lazy, useless, and irresponsible, and want to do some things, but not doing them. not feeling like doing it. I have lost my fourth job also. my sisters are really disappointed, angry, and mad, at me. they lost hope in me. my elder sister is taking care of my parents, she sacrifice many things in her life till now. she is 35 now and not yet married. the second sister is 31. they had many hopes for me, that I will make their life happier, will earn a good amount of money to make their life better, I will take all responsibilities and will take good care of my parents, but till now I have failed to do...