CONFLICT INSIDE

 Took a decision of going behind the dreams without thinking about the problems. Means not letting the problems take over my dreams. But.......... there is a conflict or u can say dilemma inside whether I'm doing correct or not, whether ii will find the answers or solutions by going in this way. Many times this this thought comes in my mind that really am I achieving anything. 

Don't know why but money can't withstand by me. Whenever money comes to me, imidiatly some or in other way it go away from me. Currently I am getting more deduction massages than credit ones. May be some intangible reasons would be there or may be I'm only doing unnecessary spendings. I think I'm only spending it unnecessarily.  

I don't know yarrr. But reason kuch bhi ho, ek baat toh hai ki haat me paise rukta nahi. May be some ansisteral problems. But I can't give such kind of excuses.  The people who don't know to earn they only give such excuses for their whole life. Pr bhai paisa toh kamana hai. I don't want to be a guy who has to think abt money before spending on any thing only because of it's insufficiency.