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ThAt LaZy OnE iNsIdE mE

 Yes......... I think I'm lazy. I always pretend to be a very hard working person, very dedicated person towards work in front of others. But I think I'm lying to myself. Basically I'm an attention seeker. I have some ego/ negative attitude inside me. Because of that attitude only I'm not getting success in my life. Right now I'm standing at my chai katta in Bangalore. I always come here. Main purpose is not to have tea but to seek attention. Frankly speaking, whenever I come here I think about some girl will observe me while standing at my corner. She will get impress or will get attract towards me, and I will find my love here.  I know this is thinking is not right. If I continue doing this then I will ruine my life. Everyday I think that is way is not good and decide to stop it, but it didn't happen. Some force attracts me towards these things. I'm finding it really difficult to resist this. My main problem or you can say weakness is girl. Or in broadway ...